My favourite Things

Dual Life 1 I wake up one morning with a sick feeling of misery. I try to wipe it off but I do not even know the source of the misery. Will it disappear just as a drop of sweat would disappear with a wipe of a tissue paper, or will it stay there till time tells it to disappear. It will not. Why do I feel as though I have done some unforgivable crime or I am in a place where sacrificial meat is given to warlords after a war. These feelings will go away but why are they there in the first place? I question myself a thousand times why do I feel such pain when I have done nothing but follow all the rules and abide by the law put before me. Is this a past life? Is this my overactive imagination? or is this from a fantasy novel I have read 10 years ago or yesterday? In my mind, there is an overactive playground with multiple emotions. I have been given prescriptions from doctors to ease the pains I have been experiencing. I settle with it for a time, being high and happy for while,